(Toronto Ontario Canada)
Heart breaks the worst kind of feeling in the world.
I cant control it. Its just there and it feels horrible.
It feels like I want to die but I can't.
Like I don't deserve living.
I don't think I'll smile or laugh again.
All I want is a re-do or to have never met that person.
I keep crying and I think I can't stop.
I try and cut myself everyday, it doesn't work.
I try and kill myself because I feel like I should but I don't. I feel like nothing.
I probably wasn't anything to him and I probably never will be, to anyone.
All I want is someone to talk to. I need someone right now because I feel so alone right now, and hurt.