hidden feelings

by rachelle sayadsarvari
(newcastle upon tyne )

You give me that special feeling that I’ve never felt before even that first day you walked through my door.

You’re all I ever wanted and I do still even more.

I fall for you more and more every day.
I don’t want to lose you either way

When I’m with you, everything else around disappears. When I think about not being with you I break out in tears.

I smile a lot to cover the pain
I smile so much some may think I’m going insane,

I can’t help but to think about you even that night I ended up sleeping with you.

I never know what your going to say
but yes andy you still take my breath away.

My feelings for you are still going strong
Weather we are just friends I don't want anything to go wrong.

I write all of these poems to show you how I feel
But nothing is false it’s all entirely real.

Why so many I really don't know?

Letting my feelings out of my heart somehow gives it more room to grow.

I know I should not of told you how a feel but bottling it up did not seem so real.

Time has gone and now your back with her all a can do now is not let my self get hurt.

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