by Ahleah Johnson
When I first met you, I wasn’t so into you but over time I got to know you and began to love you, well... what I thought was love at the time.
You made me feel like I was the one But I didn’t realise that you never loved me. I was blind for so long because of what my feelings had become.
You blocked my sight from seeing the people that cared because it was you, you, you everywhere.
The love I thought I had for you always increased but you were never there for me, it was all make believe.
I thought you were my everything, I thought you were the one but I guess a dream is not reality when you haven’t found the one.
You blinded me from seeing the ones that loved and cared the most, it was like no one could have stopped me from loving you.
But I’ve moved on and walked away after feeling grief, pain, upset and anger everyday and loving you was the biggest mistake I could have ever made but I’ve found the one because I’m wide awake and not dreaming of a life with you that could never be made.